7 months

Warning: This is a depressing post. Not the worst sad post I've written but I won't be offended if you don't want to read it.


What a rotten day! Jase stayed home sick AGAIN. She just has a cold but the school doesn't want any sickies so home she stays! So not only am I crabby but my kids are crabby. Part of why I have had a hard time is because I haven't been able to get any running in since Monday!! I really do have reasons for not being able to go but still bums me out. It's been very therapeutic for me. The dumb flat tire doesn't help! I can't go when both kids are home and I haven't been able to do it when they were at school the last couple days (also errand time) and I don't like running in the dark. So here I sit--blogging in a bad mood. Which leads to aimless unhappy babbling. It's been 7 months. Today. 7 months since I have held my babies. Since I have told them I love them. What I wouldn't give to tell them that. To kiss their heads. Hug them. Hold them. No one could have told me I'd miss them this much. Man, I miss my Kaylin!! Her birthday is coming up. Another hard day to get through. Ughh! I'm going to do the dishes.